AO-Photography

ugh.. i wish my brain would stfu.. i seem to have a tendancy to go back thru my drawings (mainly) and look at dates on them and it almost bothers me to remember the pain in some of them.. based on lyrics or the style (MOST of the ones done in pencil in feb of 12 or 13, not sure, i was in the crazy house).. just wish i didnt remember a lot of that. and i guess the other part is that i dont mind posting shit like that here cuz yall dont know me, physically. 97% of yall anyway. so its an art and conversationally based friendship (if that) and i feel that i wont be judged. but a lot of it too is, now that im happy, i havent drawn in .. a yr or so? anything awesome anyway.. the artist in me wants the torment and pain for arts sake but my sane half berates me for it.. need to go to sleep.. beer and jack dont seem to be my friends this evening (morning more or less [4am]).. but whatever. just dont want things to fall apart because i sabotaged myself.. wtf is wrong with me.. i see the phases in my art.. dont want to be another phase.. why cant i happy draw... what the hell.. but fuck it. gnight dA. maybe ill have all the answers tomorrow..  

Should have a bunch of pic, new and old, going up in the next month or so. Also, things may be gettin moved around on the page.. tho not a big deal. Buuuuuuut anyway!! Night!

Alaska pics are going up, a few at a time (do to moving and chasing the child around and stuffs). Tho I hope y'all aren't too critical b/c MOST of these were taken from the back of a Harley lol. Please enjoy.

5 shoots in the working. here's to hoping it all works out. between working and moving, a shoot would be a great way to relax. and then some fishing. woot woot.

test tomorrow that im gonna bomb. woot gotta learn to stop procrastinating lol.