ugh.. insomnia sucks.

and so does frustration.

been trying to find a few friends from my old elementry school (before i moved) and its coming up fruitless so far.. emailed a few people that looked like they *could* be who im looking for but im prolly just weirding people out.. oh well. eventually maybe, ill find something. *sigh*

so yeah... new yrs rocked my sox. actually went to a house party after work *which was nice cuz that doesnt happen often* .:and just a note, i BANKED at work ney years, woot!!:. and it was an open bar so that was even nicer. got to play bartender and got smashed lol. soooo, fun stuff.

among that, of course stresses and whatnot but i think itll all pan out eventually. got offered a job at a bar down the street but i dont know if i wanna give this one up for another bar job.. may be a bartender down there but i think we have to tipshare... so i dont know. been where im at for a year now but maybe i could use the change. would b better than changing out boyfriends i think.. easier at the very least. or moving. again, easier. but either way, work for them or not, my favorite bar is opening back up and im thrilled. yay for live music all the time. missed it sooo much.

oh and a couple of my buddies came down over the last month to actually meet me for the first time. been talking to the both of them for around 5-7 years and now i finally meet them. that was really cool. definetly a new experience.

but anyway, thanks for reading.. could add more later. i dunno. nite *morning, wutever lol*

ash